had the chance to shroom but i’m too sad for that shit.
maybe i’ll be happier, maybe that happiness will come to me
but i just feel like shit, i just want to cry i want him to hold me while i cry
I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough."
the sadness is overwhelming
i feel sick to my stomach, i feel like i’m about to either pass out or throw up
and it’s not even from the alcohol i’m consuming
so drinking isn’t making me feel any better.
i just think of him, and how he loves this so much more than me
his one and only… </3
i wish i was a boy instead of a girl they dont have periods and they dont get as many unwelcome sexual comments as girls do
boys have to deal with girls on their periods
shove a cactus in your anus buddy
I need to get high.. and drunk, very drunk, drunk to the point I can’t even stand up, to the point I can’t feel anything but the drunkness, to the point that I don’t even know who I am.
It’s quite amazing how someone who means so fucking much to you can not care about the relationship that was so important to you…
He cares more about alcohol than he’ll ever care about me and I just need to get over it.
It’s so hard though, I have soo much feelings for him, not just surface feelings, like diving into the deepest part of the ocean until you implode, deep feelings.
I feel crazy, I’m going absolutely crazy.!!
never fall in love, it’ll ruin you.
Gonna drink and cut this pain away.